Tuesday, November 16, 2021

A New Path!

This is probably the hardest post I have written to date. Even harder than my posts from July 2020.

My Perfect Storm of Loss

The Jeep Code - Mending Fences


Neil and I are no longer together. As well as, I am no longer part of Colorado 4x4. Both losses are extremely hard for me as I gave a lot of my heart, and sacrificed a lot to help get the business of the ground. Neil helped me grow as a Jeeper and as a person. He taught me so many things about Jeeps and life. 

We have gone our separate way for reasons I would rather not share at this time because the emotions are very raw. One day I will share the saga when I have time to process everything that happened. Break ups are hard for any couple, feelings get hurt and hearts get broken. As a "public couple" with a following it is even harder because we both share friends and fans. I wish we could have found a way to make it work it just isn't part of the plan.

Now I pick up the pieces and move forward again finding that path I am suppose to be on. I wish Neil nothing but the best for Colorado 4x4, and hope he finds what he is looking for in life. For me I will begin my "Pilgrimage of Healing".

pilgrimage is a journey, often into an unknown or foreign place, where a person goes in search of new or expanded meaning about their self, others, nature, or a higher good, through the experience. It can lead to a personal transformation, after which the pilgrim returns to their daily life.   



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